hate the sight of me
broken by the weight of recession
i pray to a god
that left me long ago
bargain like i would the devil
i plead to end my life
theres nothing for me
i choose to end it now
lust for death
you left me
at my weakest point
i gave you everything
you gave me nothing
if i die tonight
would you be the six to carry me
you wouldn't shed a tear for me
so why should you when i leave
lust for death
no more pain
self destruction
no law of self
this world is a cruel beast
you made me despise it
I can feel my mind collapse
slip into the depths of hate
hate
hate
hate
I welcome death
her cold hands reach
embrace her
as a savior